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December 3rd, 2005


05:30 pm - blah
on my break @ work.. so0o0o bored.. and full.. and bored. LoL i dont get out till 9 and its 530 so this blows. Altho I am lucky enuf to be spendin the nite with my bf so at least i have something to look 4ward to. christmas is too close, some1 go out and buy me presents. lol i have a job and yet im sumhow broke? i have absolutely no idea what to get anyone, its really a problem. this holiday comes wayyy too fast every year. last week of school is KILLING me, and i havent even got 2 really start studying for finals yet. why do they give you 2947492 things to do for like the 3 days before finals week? like some of us dont wanna start studying or somethin. whatever, im gonna go back to sittin behind a register bored as shit readin books and eatin swedish fish. peash <3

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November 15th, 2005


02:34 pm - NOW the whole f-n city's jumpin on my bandwagon, huh?
The season finale, COMMERCIAL-FREE, of Laguna Beach was on last nite. Did I watch it? No, I did not. Why, you ask? Because I decided to be a friendly social person and go 2 the bar n watch the Eagles on Monday Night Football with every1, even though I have absolutely no faith in them. And I have to admit, they almost had me fooled. I went there quite sure they'd get killed, but they wound up leading the entire game. With 3 minutes left in the game, I actually almost thought they were gonna win and start this so-called "new season" without TO. Until a pass was thrown that made me snap back to my reality. Since I started watchin the Eagles like 3 years ago, I've hated McNabb. Not as a person, I think hes a totally nice cool guy and everything, but I would watch other QB's and then him and ask my dad (cuz I never really watched football before), "how come other QB's throw to people and they catch it, but McNabb throws it into the ground and we still win?" and of course he went off in2 all this shit i didnt care about, but I could still ask the same question, up till recently. We're not winning anymore, we're not going to win anymore. I never believed we'd win the super bowl with donovan mcnabb, and I've been right. This year, every1s all CRAZY about T.O. and the problems he's creating. Is he really our problem? Well he hasnt played for the last 2 games and we've lost, mostly due to interceptions and HORRIBLE passing, so I dont think he was the problem. I've said it a million times b4 and I'll say it again: DONOVAN MCNABB SUCKS. I dont care what the statistics are, I dont care how big he is or how he can run well or any of that shit. Watch the fuckin games and you'll see that he sucks. And I dont wanna hear any shit about him bein hurt, either. He's been doin this stuff all along, now he just has an excuse. Oh hes SO hurt, shouldnt he NOT be playing then? Shouldnt he have gotten the surgery in the beginning of the season when he got the injury and been back in plenty of time for the playoffs? I guess not. Well now our season is over, so thank god I can stop hearin about how wonderful McNabb is and blah, blah, fuckin blah. Last nite when that interception was thrown, I felt this heavy weight thrown on top of me, and that my friends was MY EMPTY BANDWAGON suddenly getting filled up with angry stupid people who SUDDENLY realize that our QB sucks ass. I am so old-school hatin McNabb lol gimme a break people. Why dont u just jump back on McNabbs dick and go eat some chunky soup. We only have the best team in hockey and the leading scorer in the NHL and Peter F-ing Forsberg, but lets keep worryin about the Eagles, cuz YA GOTTA BELIEVE. Hah hah thats funny. So I say fuck the eagles, and as always... GO FLYERS
Current Mood: [mood icon] pleased
Current Music: xmas music

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November 8th, 2005


02:35 pm
i wish everyone in the world could be as much in love as i am right now and feel the way that i get to feel everyday <3 <3
Current Mood: [mood icon] loved

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October 27th, 2005


08:34 pm - wHy oH wHy iS iT sOo0o CoLd ouTsiDe??
I dont really have anything to say in here, just bored I guess. Things are well right now.. i heart my job. LoL its so fun cuz by the time I get there (1 at the earliest) the kids almost have 2 head back to school so I get to ring up and talk to kids for like 2 hours tops, then the rest of the day its slow as shit and we sit on stools and put prices on merchandise (if we even feel like doin that). Every1 I work with is absolutely wonderful.. it's mostly guys but the few girls there are I actually LIKE and my manager (the equivalent to Steve for you Mcdonalds people) is so adorable lol he reminds me of Steve cuz hes all like straight-edge and always has 2 dress all sharp and shit, but he doesnt yell at us and hes not an asshole and hes alot younger and now that I think about it we really never even have to see him cuz hes usually in the office doing important stuff. So0o yeh I guess if u picture a younger, nicer, cooler, less of a dickhead person then thats my manager hahah... and not 2 mention we get all this special shit like we can go anywhere and see anything for free as long as we have our badge and we get vouchers to all kinda shit and when theres big formal events theres a special room that we can go to and eat food from it (ON the clock) and when the art museum has fireworks employees can come there and go on the roof deck and watch them and umm theres lotsa stuff I'm forgetting but I should stop bragging shouldnt I?? No, no I shouldnt. LoL people have a choice in their job and I've proven to myself that no matter how long you've been there, you're not stuck and if you just stop bein a baby and look for something then its completely possible to find a much better job for better money and better benefits etc etc etc. I got too comfortable there, and anytime I wanted to quit over the years there was a promotion that kept me there.. fuck that. They act like raisin you to like 6.50 is AMAZING. OMG IM MAKIN 6.50 IM MOVIN UP IN THE WORLD!!! Anywhere else they start you more than that, its ridiculous. So yeh thats my rant about, well basically my former self lol. And everyone whos still there whos intelligent and capable of having something better (which is mostly everyone, besides cohen and beth and stuff lol)... FUCK mcdonalds.

Um Um nothing else really to report on. Halloweens comin up and I have NO clue what we're doing as usual, me and my last-minute f-n friends. LoL but yeh, schools the same.. my friends are the same..well, excluding some sad happenenings that are occuring between a few of them :( ... um my boyfriends the same of course lol why would I change him when after a whole f-ing year and like 24 days we are still completely in<3 with each other and cant be apart for like a day without complaining that we miss each other... which by the way I havent seen him since monday and i'm DYING but the concert they were going to 2moro night was cancelled and although I'm very sad 4 him cuz he was excited about it, I must admit I do have some joy due to the fact that I shall see him one day earlier than was planned. but shhhh dont tell anyone... no joy, no joy! LoL I have to fucking go, I came on the computer to do schoolwork and I'm wasting my time on livejournal. Ta-ta my dearies
Current Mood: [mood icon] chipper
Current Music: kanye--diamonds are forever

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October 16th, 2005


01:20 pm - *if everything could ever feel this real forever, if anything could ever be this good again...
the only thing I'll ever ask of you, you've gotta promise not to stop when I say when*

Blahhh I'm so f-ing bored that I'm resorting to typing in my livejournal lol. I just got up a little while ago, I'm such a bum lol but I didnt go 2 sleep till like 330 last nite so I guess its ok rite? Last nite was pretty funny. 1st we were gonna go 2 the bar but then Josh said he had 2 hang with Dan so then me n Jim were jus gonna go eat something but then Jim called me at like, 11:00 and asked if I just wanted 2 go 2 the bar wit him n we could hang out there 4 a little while so I said ok and then by the time he got 2 my house hes like "oh Josh, Dan, Wes, and Mark are there already".. so I totally had 2 change my frame of mind from like, a chillin out with the boyfriend thing to a crazy,loud, social thing. It was a good time tho I guess. Josh Mark and Jim got drunk and we spent the whole time talkin about goat and some other people and just like laughing hysterically the whole time. Then we had 2 go 2 the diner and they were SO loud I was so embarassed lol they were bein so stupid. And they decided next week we're supposed 2 go 2 some club where Jim knows the bartender on Friday nite and go 2 Mcuskers cuz Tremor is playin on Saturday nite n of course I was jus like "yehhh lets do it" to not ruin the mood lol but if I got work early on the weekend then I dont think I'm gonna be doin all that stuff. God work really is a fuckin downer. But anyway, I do have shit for school 2 do so maybe I'll go start that. Ta-Ta <3
Current Mood: [mood icon] cranky
Current Music: foo fighters

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October 14th, 2005


08:18 pm - *s0 go0dNitE, go0dNitE.. y0uRe eMbAraSsiNg mE, y0uRe eMbaRasSinG yoU s0 go0dNitE*
Yeeeehhh Weezer and Foo Fighters and Hot Hot Heat concert was f-n CRAZY last nite lol and I'm not talkin about the music. Well the music was good too, I really really enjoyed Weezer, I cant believe I used to make fun of them lol they're freakin awesome. But last nite seriously had to be the most hostile night EVER. It was hostile even b4 we got there. Josh was sposed to take Bean to the concert but he decided last minute he wanted 2 take the new girl he likes and screwed Bean over so he thought he was in the clear to have a perfect night but then we find out Albert and Bean jus got tickets to the concert and they got the 2 right next to us lol so Josh was freakin a little bit and we knew that would be awkward, then of course on top of that u have Albert and Jim in the same area and that can't be a good thing cuz THEY hate each other. So you have hostile couples #1 and #2 lol Josh and Bean and Jim n Albert. Follow so far? Then, the few days leading up to the concert I've been in an argument with Jim and coincidentally Cait and Jon have been fighting as well. Jon n Jim got wasted b4 the show which normally isnt a big deal but they were bein their normal drunk a-hole selves and me and Caitlin were gettin really pissed cuz it was just added onto what was already going on with them and I just knew there was gonna be a fight by at least one of us with our boyfriends. So theres hostile couples #3 and #4. 4 hostile couples b4 we even get IN the concert lol. So we go and the boys had 2 pee so we were told to wait by the girls bathroom and we decided to run in and go and when we came out, no1 was there. So we waited and waited and meanwhile Hot Hot Heat was already playing and so Albert arrived and we sent him 2 the guys bathroom and they werent in there. We figured they went up to the seats without us (we really wouldnt have been surprised) so we went up there, but they werent there. We sat down and they got there within like 5 minutes, of course all holding beers, but thats beside the point.
So the whole time it was just me and Caitlin talkin, and Jon n Albert talkin, and Jim n Josh talking because the hostile couples obviously needed to be apart. And me and Caitlin were sittin there not singin the whole time and then Goodnite Goodnite comes on and we start screamin it lol I dont think they got the point that it was for them though. Throughout the night, I would talk to Jim and he'd be an asshole like he'd been for the past few days, and the anger was really building. And of course Caitlin and Jon were arguin alot too. So Weezer came on n we all kinda just enjoyed it ourselves lol and no1 really talked much and then between Weezer n Foo Fighters stuff was said, I got upset, Caitlin tried to make me feel better, her and Jon started fighting, Jim started laughing at them fighting, Caitlin started yelling at Jim and hitting him (Hostile Couple #5!!) and Jim was yellin at Caitlin right next to my ear and I slowly felt the anger rising and rising and he wouldnt stop yelling in my ear and then I just kinda lost it. I dont remember wat I said but I screamed and yelled and cursed (mind you, this is between bands so it wasnt loud in there) and purposely embarrased and played the shit outta him cuz I was JUST THAT MAD. Soooo Foo Fighters came on, Caitlin gets in a fight with the 5 girls in front of us which was kinda funny lol (MORE hostile couples!!!) but then she kept fightin wit Jon and she just decided she had to leave, I couldnt stop her. So she left and I sat there and didnt say a word the whole rest of the night. THe walk home was quiet cuz it as basically just me and Jim and then we got to my corner and didnt really know what to say but I guess things just started to come out and we talked about alot of stuff and I kept telling myself not to fuckin cry but of course I could feel the tears in my eyes and I tried so hard not to look at him so he couldnt see, but he must have because for the first time in like 2 weeks he grabbed me and held me like he actually cared, and when I was finished cryin we sat down for awhile and talked and it was like everything was completely normal again, it was the weirdest thing ever. One second he wouldnt even look at me and the next second hes holdin me so tight I cant breathe lol I dunno, maybe it was the cryin... well watever it was I'm just glad everythings ok now, I dont even know what we got in a fight about the first place, it was so stupid. But I'm happy cuz I have my boyfriend back.....
.....AND I'm happy cuz I started my new job today (well not really I filled out paperwork mostly but I got paid for it!). I'm not officially workin till Tuesday, I cant wait I'm very excited. I got my cool franklin institute staff badge already and everything lol wooo whos goin to see Body Worlds for free? I am! Its kinda sad tho, this has been a very nice month and a half without a job.. very relaxing and I'm doing so well in school! But whatever, gotta have the money. Well I already typed way too much so I'm gonna go now. Peace out bitchezzzz
Current Mood: [mood icon] relieved
Current Music: haunt you every day

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October 5th, 2005


03:11 pm - *...bUt tHe bEsT qUaLiTy tHaTs Ho0kiN mE iS tHat uR LoVinG mE f0r mE*
god its been so0o0o long since I wrote in this. I did try once a few weeks ago, I typed this big long entry and then when I went to post it sumthin happened and it didn't work and it was all lost so I got extremely pissed and wasnt gonna write it all over again. SO... things r good, not MUCH has changed. Monday was me and Jim's one year anniversary, aint that sum crazy shit? LoL yeh its hard 2 believe, but its actually been a year, and a wonderful one at that. Umm Monday nite we went to the Capital Grille (omg my favorite) for dinner and then he tells me we're goin on a horse n carriage ride lol I definitely didnt believe him, I thought he was just teasing me.. but he wasnt! It was so f-n cute ridin around wit the horsie and it was a warm nite (which was good cuz I didnt bring a jacket) so it was totally fairytale material lol. After that we went 2 the hotel and um...celebrated alot, and then we got up early on Tuesday morning, got breakfast, and went to the zoo!! It was so much fun lol I havent been there in 4ever and it was so cool seein all the animals, he was makin fun of me the whole time cuz I kept gettin SO excited over everything lol so we definitely enjoyed ourselves. I dunno how we're gonna top this next year tho, this was like the best anniversary of all time. What can I say, I lo0ove being in lo0ove..
Umm what else what else.. school is the same, its pretty easy this semester and I'm lovin my education class, its such a joke lol the whole class is based around these films that we have to make of a lesson, and we're in groups and like 90% of the classes r jus spent wit ur group in ur studio where we dont really do anything lol we have specific filming days but even then we just film our thing and we all wind up leavin like an hour early. Cant get much better than that..
I got an interview at the Franklin Institute 2moro, I'm so excited! I havent been lookin for a job cuz I been focused on school but I sent a resume and stuff to the Franklin Institute awhile ago and they jus got back to me and now I have an interview which the guy said its pretty definite theres SOMEthing for me in the whole f-n museum soo I'm really happy cuz thats like perfect for me, it doesnt even matter wat I do cuz I'll BE in the museum and be able to interact with kids all day and I'm sure theres plenty of ways to move up n do different things at a place like that. So I'm actually glad I didnt just take some crappy job just cuz I was desperate b4. Not like anything could b worse than Mcdonalds. I mean I do miss certain people A LOT but the hate that I have for certain other people AND the actual job totally surpasses that. However I havent been back since I quit in August so I'm thinking of poppin in for a visit next time I'm in the area. That is if there are actually people there that I wanna see..
So anyways, I guess I'll be out. Maybe I'll write in this again sumtime in the future. Much <33
Jennie
Current Mood: [mood icon] bored
Current Music: itunes

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June 20th, 2005


11:09 pm - blahhh
Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"

LC
You are LC, very fashionable, rich, and GORGEOUS. You are bitchy but in a silent way. Who cares though with looks like that!?

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08:23 pm - *cOrAzOn, nO pUeDo dEjAr dE pEnSaR eN Ti.. cOmO tE nEcEsiTo Mi aMoR, cOmO tE eXtRaNo*
Welll I'm bored so I guess I'll update this shit. Um not much has been happenin lately, every1s kinda been savin money waitin for the shore lol. Last nite was fun tho, Jon made random plans for every1 (well, the 6 of us) to go over his empty house and get alcohol and pizzas and hang out listening to his surround sound music in his museum-like living room hahah it was so much fun tho. We all havent hung out 2gether for quite awhile so it was good. Me and Caitlin each had this huge bottle of Smirnoff Triple Black which isnt half as tasty as our baybreezes but hey it got us tipsy lol no1 really got DRUNK drunk, we jus drank enough to make us very happy lol. And we did a shot of hypnotiq which was quite yummy. Then we had lots of pizza, went on Jons computer and made fun of people, and then all went home lol it was a good nite.

2day I slept till 12 (didnt get to bed till 5 last nite), got my nails refilled, and then went to the gym. OMG I got into this zone and I spent a fuckin HOUR on the crosstrainer, then did all my leg exercises (im jus focusing on everything south of my waist) so basically i'll need to be wheeled around 2moro cuz I wont be capable of walking. Well anyway I really have to go now so I'll talk laterrr
Current Mood: [mood icon] chipper
Current Music: selena

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June 14th, 2005


01:06 pm - ....tHiNkiN b0ut th0se Wildw00d daYs....
Spring’ll soon be gone, summer’s comin’ on
And I’m-a dreamin’ of lotsa summer love
And all I think about after school is out
Headin’ down the shore to have a ball once more

Whoa whoa whoa whoa those Wildwood days, wild, wild Wildwood days
Oh baby, every day’s a holiday and every night is a Saturday night
Oh those Wildwood days, wild, wild Wildwood days
And then those party lights.. wild, wild Wildwood nights.

Say baby you’ll be mine ‘cause it’s kissin’ time
Gonna twist again like remember when
Sleepin ‘on the beach seven days a week
Rockin’ every night till the early bright

Whoa whoa whoa whoa those Wildwood days, wild, wild Wildwood days
My baby, every day’s a holiday and every night is a Saturday night
Oh those Wildwood days, wild, wild Wildwood days
And then those party lights.. wild, wild Wildwood nights
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Ha I'm bored, who can tell? I've been doing stuff every day and now I finally have an entire day without anything really planned and I'm bored. I should just relax, its like 100 outside, but I think I'm gonna go 2 the gym I cant sit in the house anymore. I havent even written a real entry in this in like 4ever. Prolly cuz it would be too sickening lol life has been absolutely perfect the last few weeks, and I dont want to brag by giving all kinda details lol but seriously, every1 is just happy and everythings goin good, I really cant bitch about anything today. Work sucks as usual but shockingly, I havent really noticed or let it bother me. I just wanna go down the shore. We're only gonna be there for a few days and I know it'll FLY by but I'm still excited just lookin 4ward to it. Its gonna be non-stop partying, theres so much we have to fit into that time lol I think we're gonna get like 5 hours of sleep total the whole time we're there, but whatever. Sometimes sleep just isnt the priority ya know? OMG I just keep thinkin about just laying on the beach doing absolutely nothing for a few hours, theres nothing more perfect than that. And I couldnt be goin wit better people lol Josh Jon Jim Wes and Caitlin, u couldnt find 5 happier people in the world, lol and Jon will be totally healed by then! I'm just so excited I can hardly contain myself.. but I'll try..

The air is so thick with puppy love right now it's ridiculous. Haha who would have EVER thought that me n Jim and Jon n Caitlin would be like the VETERAN couples, thats crazy. It seems like yesterday when no1 thought our relationships would last and now we been lastin longer than any1 so HA in ur face bitches. But anyway, it seems like everywhere I turn people are all in love and stuff, maybe its the summertime lol. I guess its a good thing, better that every1 is happy then every1s all grumpy and depressed. Well this has been too long of an entry already considering I have to pee REALLLLY bad so I'm gonna go take care of that, peace
Current Mood: [mood icon] cuz i have to peeee
Current Music: shtuff *hey its shteve lol*

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June 2nd, 2005


09:09 pm
Wo0o havent posted in awhile dont know why i'm postin now nothin to say so adios!

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May 25th, 2005


05:43 pm - b0y iM diGGiN oN yA eNeRgY, aNd iM diGGiN wHaTcHa TeLLiN mE..sO i wRoTe tHiS LiTtLe MeLoDy, aNd
dEdiCaTe iT tO mY fAv0riTe LoVeR*

How is it that the ONE time I try to call out in 3 years, I'm not "allowed" and I have to go in work anyway? Thats fucked up.
Current Mood: [mood icon] cranky
Current Music: natalie

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May 19th, 2005


07:15 pm - *tAkE mY PiCtUrE bY tHe pOoL, cUz iM tHe nExT BiG tHiNg*

Your Deadly Sins



Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die in a duel.




WoOoO i fixed the computer go0o0o0 me!! LoL I got down there on my hands and knees wit a flashlight and figured out the problem and when it finally worked I was so happy, I've seriously never been this proud of myself lol. Anywayssss, so 2day was sorta a mixed day. I had 2 get up early as crap to go to Mr Melfi's wake oMg didnt think I was gonna cry but I did. I didnt really know the family except for his wife but they all knew me n his daughter was all like "Oh he loved you he always talked about how smart u are and what a good kid u r, he knew more about you than my daughter" n all this stuff and I mean come ON how can u not cry? It was not a great way to start off the day. So then I went home n layed on the couch for like 3 hours n then got ready to go fill out applications wit my sister Caitlin lol that was funny. It feels like we filled out SO many but it was only like 5 or somethin.. hahah except in Bebe we used like 6 applications cuz there was jus a pile and they were so fn confusing and we kept messin up so we had to get another one n then when we were finally done she had to stash all the fucked up ones in her bag lol we're so stupid. Now I have nuthin to do 2nite but I think I'm jus gonna relax and paint my nails or somethin, 2moro I have fuckin work and then prolly goin out with the boyfriend. *sigh* I have to go potty, so peace out <33
Current Mood: [mood icon] apathetic
Current Music: weezer--beverly hills

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May 16th, 2005


02:59 pm - *sUmMeR bOrEdOm iS sEtTiNg iN...*
Woo just got my present delivered from Jason, its a fuckin digital camera hahah I had a feeling thats what it would be lol its so cool tho I cant wait to use it I'm gonna take such good care of it and not take it out when we go drinkin lol but anywaysss i was bored i took this survey and now imma go play wit my new toy. adios <33


PART ONE: you and your life
1. Were any other names considered for you at birth? well my mom says no, I was always gonna be Jennie cuz that was her moms name, but my dad says I was almost Melissa. thank GOD for my mom
2. What was the day, date and time for your birth? may 13th 85 and im not sure the time it was sumthin like 130 in the morning
3. So how old will you be this year? just turned 20 dAmN im old
4. Where do you dwell? south philly y0
5. What is your astrological sign? taurus
6. Do you check your horoscopes regularly, and do you believe in them? i read it whenever i get to it in the paper but i dont really believe it
7. What are your typical [starsign] qualities? stubborn as SHIT
8. Who are you compatible with? my boyfriend <33 i dont care what sign he is hes compatible enough for me lol
9. What kind of house do you live in? a normal one lol i dunno
10. What’s the name of your street/close/road? Bouvier St
11. Who do you live with? mommy daddy and jason
12. How many rooms are in your house? umm 6 or something
13. Where is your room? middle bedroom
14. How is it decorated? well im in the process of takin everything down cuz we're redecorating the whole thing
15. Did you decorate it yourself? yes but i was 12 which is why I have to re-do it lol
16. What kind of furniture do you have? in my room? i dunno my bed and a desk and bureau and bookshelf n stuff its pretty normal
17. Did you set out to decorate it with a certain look? yeh like a little girls teenybopper room lol
18. Do you have posters on the walls? i did it was completely covered in backstreet boys ((and i mean COMPLETELY)) but theyre all down now
19. What is your calendar this year [if you have one?] puppies!!!
20. Are your parents still together? yes
21. So what kind of person are you, in the good ways? im very honest and sweet to the people i like and in LOVE with all of my friends and boyfriend n every1 close to me
22. And in the bad ways? im a fuckin BITCH to the people i dont like.. wait i think that's a GOOD thing lol
23. In what ways do you annoy people? just bein a bitch and complainin
24. What are your strengths? im intelligent and confident and have big muscles! L0L
25. What are your weaknesses? i can have a short temper and flip out on people who get on my fuckin nerves altho most of the time they deserve it
26. Are you easily depressed? i dont think so
27. What makes you depressed? when lots of stuff is going wrong at once
28. Are you easily paranoid? no
29. What is your current mood? bored as hell
30. Who are your close friends? old friends like norabora and laur and of course the rat pack
31. Who are your favourite friends to talk with when you are upset? joshua if i just wanna laugh and feel better, and caitlin if i want to talk about it with sum1 who perfectly understands
32. Who do you share most in common with? omg my sisterr we even have the same taste in bathing suits LoL
33. Do you have a journal/diary?i got a livejournal and a real diary

PART TWO: APPEARANCES
1. Insert a picture of yourself here: i cant in livejournal but every1 knows what i fn look like
2. How important is the way you look to you? it depends where im going who im with and wat time of the month it is lol
3. How self-conscious are you when it comes to your appearance? i dont care anymore, im past the 'self-conscious teenage girl stage' i just work with what i got
4. How tall/short are you? 5'4ish
5. What colour hair do you have? blonde
6. Is it dyed? yep
7. If so, what is your natural hair colour? dark blonde
8. How long is it? well now its like, a few inches past my shoulders lol i dunno i miss my long hair!
9. Are you growing it? yeh i dont think ill get it cut again 4 awhile
10. What would you call your body shape? i dunno im skinny in certain areas but not in other areas
11. Are you happy with it? most of it.. im workin on those other parts at the gym lol
12. What colour eyes do you have? green
13. How do you dress, and why? cute lol i dunno i usually wear jeans but lots of pink and i have a billion pair of shoes and when summer comes ill prolly be wearin all my skirts and polos and stuff
14. How long ago did you start dressing this way? i pretty much always have
15. Do your friends dress similarly to you? umm well the rat pack yeh, we always gotta look good lol
16. How is the way you dress reflective of your personality? umm its preppy and girly and mostly innocent but sumtimes i throw in a little sexxiness lol
17. What parts of your appearance do people compliment? my eyes and for sum reason lately my bottom but i jus think its cuz that's where all the candy i eat is going..

PART THREE: HOBBIES
1. What do you do for a living? little bit of school, a little work, and alotta fun
2. Are you happy with what you do? i suppose
3. What are your hobbies: i dunno
4. Name everything you love: too many things to name
5. Name everything you hate: girls, i fuckin hate girls
6. What kind of people do you love: these questions r annoying
7. What kind of people do you hate: girls and steve lol

PART FOUR: MUSIC
1. I know it’s a chore, but list your favourite bands and musicians here:oh god i like lots of stuff from kelly clarkson to green day to killers to ciara but my new favorite is aslyn woo i luv her cd
2. What are your favourite genres: everything
3. Any particular favourite songs? right now its "wally" by aslyn cuz it makes me fuckin cry everytime oOo and "lose control" by missy and ciara
4. Albums? lots
5. Insert some of your favourite lyrics?
Dear Wally, i'm writing this letter sincerely
To tell you you're the "sweetest boy i've ever known."
Remember that USO when we met?
You almost didnt go.
Well, me and your two sons are very glad you did.
When your eyes found me i could hardly breathe
I wanted you, glad you wanted me.

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew
You had me, i was yours
We danced out on the floor
And with each passing day
i only loved you more.

That night was pure magic,
Who would have imagined
It would become 55 loving wonderful years
Your job was not all easy,
Those last years i could hardly speak.
But when i looked at you i knew nothing had changed.
And when i was leaving,
I could feel you hurting.
But then i saw those angels, and i knew your love would want this for me.

6. What band do you listen to when you want to feel happy? i have a happy mix cd i listen to lol
7. The most depressive music? slipknot lol
8. Do you have any favourite music videos? i dont really watch music videos
9. Are you in a band? nah
10. If so, what’s it called?
11. If you’re not in a band – do you want to be? not really im not exactly musically talented.. in any way..
12. If the answers yes, what would you call it? shut uuuup
13. What would your part be in the band? omfg
14. What kind of music would you play? omfg
15. Who would be in your band? omfg
16. What would your music videos be like? omfg
17. What kind of songs would you write? omfg
18. Can you write songs/music? no
19. What would the vocals be like/what kind of singers: omfg
20. What instruments would the music have? omfg


PART FIVE: LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS, ETC
1. Seeing anybody right now? yes
2. The obvious question: Straight/bi/gay: straight
3. Do you have crushes: just on my boyfriend and maybe a few celebrities..
4. If so, do you like them for their personality, or for their appearance? both
5. Celebrity crushes: brad pitt and orlando bloom
6. Ever been in love? yes
7. Are you now? yes
8. How confident are you when it comes to relationships? im not sure what this means..
9. Do you know of anybody who likes you? my boyfriend likes me i dont care about any1 else
10. What would be most important to you in a relationship? trust and communication and passion
11. Your ideal guy/girl, personality: it varies
12. Your ideal guy/girl, appearance: also can be different
13. What’s more important to you, appearance or personality? personality of course
14. What are your turn ons: arms haha every1 knows that's my obsession
15. Turn offs: liars
16. Fetishes: i dunno im not really a weirdo or anything..
17. Fantasies: wouldn't you like to know
18. How dirty-minded are you? not very, im the one who never gets the dirty jokes lol
19. What would you rule out in relationships: im not sure
20. What kind of things would you like to share in common? at least some friends
21. Does any particular dress sense turn you on? metrosexual wo0o i<3 our boys lol
22. Do you remember your first boyfriend/girlfriend? of course
23. The most romantic songs you can think of? aww "u look wonderful tonight" by eric clapton that's gonna be my wedding song dammit
24. The sexiest bands? i dunno
25. The sexiest singing voices? lots

PART SIX: MOVIES, TV etc
1. What are your favourite movies [duh]? theres sooo many omg
2. What kind of movies do you love to watch, and why? comedy
3. What kind of movies DON’T you watch, and why? chick flicks
4. Favourite actors: brad pitt and tom hanks
5. Favourite actresses: angelina jolie and jessica alba but im not sure if that's cuz they can act or just cuz theyre fuckin hott
6. Most romantic movie you’ve seen and one of your favourites: the notebook
7. The most sad movie you’ve seen and one of your favourites: the notebook lol
8. If you could have starred in any of your favourite movies, which one would it be, why, and what character would you have played? oh definitely clueless i LOVE that movie lol i'd be cher cuz she was the blonde virgin (in the beginning, you know what i mean..) and dionne was like caitlin n her and her bf were always makin out lol n every1 was all like preppy and dressed nice hahah i could just see us all in that movie
9. If you could take any song and place it in a movie, what song and movie would it be? i dont know that takes 2 much thinkin
10. TV Shows you watch: omg the season finale of everybody loves raymond is on 2nite and im gonna cry my fuckin eyes out cuz i been watchin that show for years i<3it
11. Cartoons you watch: south park
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May 14th, 2005


08:25 pm - *wE gOtTa HoLd oN 2 wAt wE g0t, iT dOeSnT mAkE a DiFFeReNcE iF wE mAkE iT oR nOt...
wE gOt eAcH oThEr aNd tHaTs aLoT, fOr LoVe We'LL GiVe iT a sH0t* --rAt pAcKs sOnG hAhAh

Well yesterday was my birthday, I'm fn 20 now thats old as shit! It was a pretty nice birthday, I slept late and relaxed n did a mini-shopping trip wit my brother n then had pizza hut (my FAVORITE) for dinner and then primped for the night out. It was me cait theresa jim jon josh jason wesley and cohen. Unfortunately and cuz I have the worst luck in the fuckin WORLD, Shamrocks couldnt let us stay there cuz this whole thing wit the cops last week. I felt so bad for Ryan tho cuz he was cool as shit, alot cooler than they were at Ojungs lol those bartenders jus abandoned us, he was like "Yeh I kno yous come here all the time n I really dont mean to be a dick but its just for this week next weeks fine" n all this stuff, I was upset but I did feel bad that he kept apologizin and shit cuz he does take care of us when we're there.

So anyway that really brought every1 down and then the ideas started flyin around and I was totally hopeless so I didnt even care lol but then my sister Caitlin said her mom wasnt gonna be home so every1 made the plans to buy shit in a bar and take it to her house so thats what we did and it turned out to be fuckin awesome. We lost Jason Theresa and Wesley but gained Danny and Kirsten, we all sat around Caitlins table and played drinking card games lol it was SO fun. Me and Caitlin got wasted from like 4 Mikes haha we can drink like 15 baybreezes n not feel anything but the Mikes knocks us on our ass. Cohen was SUCH a baby he had HALF of a Mikes and said he was sick and kept refillin this big-ass cup of water and when he went 2 the bathroom I filled the rest of the glass wit Mikes lol he was fuckin drinkin it all night and he never said anything so I guess it really didnt make him sick in the 1st place did it? Then every1 started to get REALLY wasted cuz this card game we were playin and every1 was kinda scattered around the house when sum1 decides 2 give Cohen a wedgie and long story short, they ripped his entire underwear and then pulled his pants down lol I didnt even kno what was goin on it was crazy and Jon takes my camera n is puttin it all up in Cohens fuckin crotch I am SO not goin to pick up those pictures lol no fuckin way. He wasnt even upset or anything tho, he liked it lol.

We had called Putnick earlier n told him we'd be comin and sometime after 2 people wanted 2 go n get free food so thats wen every1 kinda split up and stuff. Then the 2nd part of my night began lol no details there.. but it was a GREAT birthday, I think the best I've ever had. It really made me love my friends, like I was readin every1s cards again 2day and it made me so happy, I'm so freakin lucky. They were all so determined to make my birthday fun and memorable and it was. Sooo I guess now I just have 21st to look 4ward to lol only like 364 days to go...
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May 10th, 2005


01:25 pm - *GoTtA tAkE a RisK, tAkE a cHaNcE, MaKe a cHaNgE, aNd bReAkAwAy*
So school is officially out for the summer. I just finished my last final and I did pretty well. The weather is absolutely perfect, and my birthday is finally here on Friday. So why am I not happy? Why else, my fuckin job. I went to the interview at the Rittenhouse and it went well but something came up that I never thought about that I'm sure is gonna keep me from getting the job. Fuckin college of course, what OTHER part of my life is it going to ruin? I feel like no matter what I'm gonna be at fuckin mcdonalds my whole life. I never thought about how utterly impossible it is to actually get a good job when ur a student. God forbid, its like they make it a BAD thing that u go to school, like "Oh well if u dropped out then you'd get the job". Seriously, what the fuck. I'm not going to a job thats like the one I have now and making less, I'm not. I can easily go to a fuckin clothing store or something but that would be ridiculous, its still basically the same job but they're not gonna give me anything near what I make now, so its like now what? I have to leave that job, I'm gonna wind up just walking out one day soon whether or not I have another job. I've almost done it like twice, came SO close. What would they do, really? The other day every1 was in a bad mood and sayin they hate the job and Dan starts preaching "Anyone who doesnt like this job, you can quit. theres lots of other jobs out there" and shit like that and its like do YOU LIKE the job? I'm sorry but anyone who works there who doesnt have a problem with it and dont wish they could have another job, you have a fuckin serious problem and ur dumb as shit. So anyway at that moment I was simply going to take off my gloves, get my stuff, clock out, and just leave n not say shit to no1. What the fuck would they do? Call me and tell me to stop bein a bitch like they usually tell me? I just wouldnt answer my fuckin phone, or I'd answer to say "fuck u" and hang up. I'm so sick of most of the people there I swear they can all go fuck theirselves for all I care. Thats another reason why I need to leave, its making me hate people that I dont wanna hate lol. Like I LOVE Ishea but the other day in work I was gettin pissed at her cuz she wasnt doin shit and shes supposed to be a manager n all she does is talk about the new job she got and talk on her phone, but then I realized Wait a second, Ishea is the SMART one.. she knows how intelligent she is and how this job is way beneath her and there is no reason to devote her life to it or stress over it. All the managers are intelligent and with the exception of Theresa and Ishea they stopped going to school and WHY you ask? To continue their wonderful career at Mcdonalds, thats why. Real smart people, real smart.
So anyway, there goes my work rant. I'm gonna keep lookin for jobs but either way I'm quittin by the end of the summer, once I go back to school what the hell will I need money for anyway? I'm tryin 2 stay positive and think about my birthday Friday nite comin up and stuff, I'm goin shoppin 2nite and I think I'm gonna pick out a new outfit for it. But now I dont have homework anymore so I'm lost, I dont know what I'm gonna go do now lol its weird having a choice and being able to do whatever I want. I guess I'll write whenever, have a happy tuesday <3


PS- I got this cd "Lemon Love" by this girl Aslyn and jus lettin everyone know, you should get it!! I heard a few songs on this girls site and I liked them so I got the cd and its really reallllly good. I 4got the site I originally found it on but u can hear one song "Be the Girl" on http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=LoVe_Me_x33 just make sure u pick that song cuz its not gonna automatically come on lol peace out
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May 5th, 2005


06:33 pm - dO u HaVe tHe TiMe tO LiStEn tO mE wHiNe aBoUt nOtHiNg aNd eVeRyThiNg aLL aT oNcE?
I'm not gonna whine today I just wrote that quote cuz I'm listenin 2 it and well, that line could actually be used for me like 99% of the time lol. Anyways, 2day wasnt too bad. Cinco de mayo babyy! Umm I had to wake up around 9 cuz I had my Adult Organizational Development final. I was kinda nervous and crammin like crazy on the subway but I fuckin kicked its ass, it was SO much information to memorize but I remembered all that shit I'm proud. 1 down, only 3 left lol I'm studyin now but I hadda take a break. And 2nite I'm gonna make my hair blonder for summer, give myself a pedicure, and do my nails. And study somewhere in between lol. I dont gotta go back to Temple till Tuesday so yayy, but I have an interview 11:00 Monday morning at the Rittenhouse so I still gotta get up. I'm like totally stressin I dunno what to wear or anything lol like I'm not TOO worried tho cuz I cant even believe that he called me in the 1st place so I really got nuthin to lose. But I think its a problem that I dont even know where the place is lol gotta find that out sumtime b4 Monday...
Next Friday is my birthday woo one more week! Last nite I went in the crew room to leave and the schedule said "Happy Birthday Jennie, Tatonka" lol I started crackin up, I fuckin love my brother Ski. I really cant wait to go crazy, school will be over and summer beginning and I'll be 20 and I havent drank in so long and ahh I jus cant wait.
Well I'm gonna go be a good student and study for some finals. Talk to u bitches laterr <33
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Current Music: this girls xanga

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May 2nd, 2005


12:38 pm - *uNdEr tHe bOaRdWaLk oUt oF tHe sUn, uNdEr tHe bOaRdWaLk We'LL b HaViN sUm fUn*
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So 2day was the last day that I have to sit thru a fuckin class for almost FOUR MONTHS!!!! I am quite excited. My vacation starts now to me, cuz studyin for finals isnt really that big a deal. And every year I say I'm gonna get it 2gether and study every nite for finals and stuff but I just wind up crammin the nite b4 and not even caring cuz school is OVER!! LoL but this time I'm gonna try to study a little every day and then cram the nite b4 too, I wanna do well this time cuz all my grades are depending on the finals. But I'll have time cuz CLASSES ARE OVERRRR!!! I'm so happy, and its about damn time I need something to make me happy the way things been goin lately. So congrats to all my college friends who are done school for the summer, I hope ur as happy as I am <33
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April 30th, 2005


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April 27th, 2005


12:36 pm - *iM tRyiN 2 kEeP iT 2gEtHeR, bUt iM FaLLiN aPaRt*
I'm bored. Got outta class early so I got like an hour b4 I gotta go 2 work. I dont really have anything to say.. nuthin interesting. Its the last week of school and Im gettin killed with all these papers n assignments n shit but it'll be worth it when its all over and I got those good 4 months of summer vacation ahead of me... wow I really DONT have anything to talk about. Since Saturday nite all I been doin is stayin home working on school shit. Yesterday we had a meeting at work, it wasnt that bad. For once we didnt bitch and actually gave productive comments. I dont wanna work 2day, I'm not in the mood for socializing. I know alotta good fun people work Wednesdays so I'm hoping they'll change that but prolly not. Well I guess I'll just go 2 work early cuz I'm bored. Dont even know why I wrote in this shit...
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Current Music: we belong together

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